Crying

People don’t cry but soul feels

‚ÄčI had a kind if ego that I can’t cry but don’t know what happened today my soul said let’s cry today. Why? I too don’t knew.
I tried gazing at a point for long, tears came in my eyes but my soul wasn’t satisfied. It said, that’s fake, its just tears, that isn’t crying.

I watched sad videos, I read sad stories, and many more stuff but they failed to make me cry.

Finally when I was exhausted, my soul asked me, “Why you need to cry?”
“Because you desired,” I replied.

“Means you desired to cry.”

“You desired. I didn’t.”

“Means you find me different from you,” said the soul. “I’m surprised that you isn’t ready to accept you as you and you think you can’t cry.”

I just gazed at my soul surprisingly.

“You cry because your soul can feel. Your ego, its because you have satisfied your body, but what about your soul. When you aren’t ready to consider me how will you feel and will know why others cry. Its not that others overreact but its just that you can’t feel,” he added.

Don’t know why, a drop of tear fell from my eyes and I felt myself satisfied. 

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Peace or Bloodguilt?

No one is monster here but our corrupt mind

When I closed my eyes, I saw monsters and devils killing all of us to our extinct. But when I opened my eyes I found there was no monster or any devil but us, the humans.

We were killing us, all lied in the pool of bad blood, trying to empower each other. Humanism got lost in stygian reaches of our corrupt mind.
The corollaries were beyond anyone’s expectation. Nobody got the victory in the dustup, there was no empire set, the only thing left was our sorry carcasses left in the bloodguilt of massacre.

Life is not a Race

Life is not a Race, rather it is a journey

I heard people saying, ‘life is race, run or get terminated’.
I too ran, and at last I finished and won it.

But the moment I finished,

I saw another track longing from that spot, 

Which led to the whole new level.

I again started running on the next track.

And luckily,I won it too.

But the moment I finished,

I saw a third track to the higher level.

But by the time, I was exhausted.

I thought of taking break for a moment,

But when I saw my competitors getting ahead of me,

Knowing that I was incapable of, I continued my race.

But reaching somewhere in between of the track,

My body stopped supporting me and soon I was down.

I went to my home, sat on the settee and start wondering about my two great victory.

But I was unsatisfied because of my loss in third race.

I started cursing my body for my loss.

I was completely embarrassed of my performance.

I forgot the two victories,

But what I remember was my one loss.

One day, I took my bicycle and went out to visit my aunt, pedaling slowly.

But on the way, i saw some children playing,

They were laughing, they were happy.

I started thinking what they have achieved that made them so happy?

Then I saw a little boy standing aside glaring at me.

I was burst into laughter, looking at his cute angry face.

I forgot my victory, I forgot my loss too.

I just kept pedaling slowly with grin on my face.

Many people went past me, saw me grinning.

I am sure they must have thought me mad.

But they didn’t noticed, how happy I was at that very moment.

That day I learnt that people will laugh at you seeing you moving slowly and grinningly,

But they will never come to know about the reason behind your grin.

Life is not about racing, its all about enjoying the journey.